I'm tripping on all the time, I'm tripping on high seas.

I am so frustrated. I am trying so hard with this whole new 'college experience' but all i keep getting is negatives in return. I am always trying to do my homework and get everything done, but i feel like i never have the time or when i need help, theres no one there who can. My friend plans on dropping out this week because he was going through the same troubles as me, and plans on going on a road trip for the next 2 months. I WISH I could do the same, i have the money and they time, so why cant I? oh yeah, thats right i've got some one else paying for my education and just started this new job. For a life thats supposed to be in the fast lane and exciting, i feel like i have many restrictions now when it comes to living it. I feel like i need to more time, more space, to breath and actually be able to step back and look at my life and see where it needs to be. I feel like i really have all of my priorities wrong and have been ignoring/neglecting the people who really help me get by everyday. I dont know, its just been sitting in the back of my mind lately. well, here comes another weekend, i vow to do better in school starting monday!!